My second installment - The Secret and The Miracle Morning

And on to my second installment.

I need to get this done today!!

I need to do 2 things.

1) What I have been told to do in The Secret
2) My preparation for TMM (The Miracle Morning)

I will start with 1). I refuse to feel foolish or over ambitious; this blog is meant only for me after all. I will have strong faith and a positive attitude. I will focus on what I want. I will be aware that I have the ability within me to attract what I want. I will do things that inspire me. I will appreciate what I already have in life. I will be clear about what I want. I will adopt and 'attitude of gratitude'

I will try to let go of my dream and accept that it will come to me when I am ready. I will use affirmations properly. I will try very hard not to be impatient or discouraged because things will not happen overnight (or maybe they will! but I can't hope for that).

I will embrace the idea of wealth, and live the dream in my mind like it is a possibility. I will not say I am poor or complain ever again. I know I will be well off and I will not doubt it ever again.

I will appreciate what I have right now and wipe out all negative thoughts. I can have anything I think of; I will believe in myself and the universe will believe in me too.

Some affirmations I could use are:

• I am a money magnet
• I am now earning a lot of money
• Plenty of money is flowing into my life

My Intention - Step One - Deciding What I Want and Why

1. I want £800,000 in my bank account so that I can have the following things in my life, as well as plenty of holidays where me and my family get to see the world and enough to never worry about paying the bills again! I am fed up of just about managing with the money I have. I want an abundance that is enough to stop me worrying, but not so much that I am complacent or have more than I need. I think £800,000 is a good number, it is enough for a nice house in a nice place with 2 cars and an enjoyable lifestyle. I don't want to rely on anyone else.
2. I want a BMW X5, black, new if possible but it can be up to 5 years old. Leather interior, automatic, sat nav, air con, clean, smart, tidy interior and dash. Parking screen. I have never had a new car in my life and I would love the peace of mind it will bring. I loved the car I have now when I bought it, but I am now aware that it is getting old and will keep costing me money. It is too small for my needs; the children are getting bigger and if my husband starts his own business he needs something that will fit furniture in the back, ie and armchair.

3. I want an old house in the countryside with views of hills and fields, with a field at the back that can be accessed by a gate. It is 4 bedrooms, with 2 reception rooms and a study. It is built of Cotswold Stone that has darkened with age. It has an open fire place in a cosy but light sitting room with large windows, but the room itself isn't too big, It looks out into the garden, which is well established and has 2 seating areas - one next to the house, which is a small area for coffee for 2 next to the climbing plants and small garden wall. Then a bigger one underneath a pagoda with fairy lights and climbing roses. The garden isn't huge but it is beautiful. It then goes around to the side and there is a vegetable patch, and then round to the front where there is a gravel drive, and across from that another lawn area with established fruit trees - cheery and apple and others. Inside there is a big farmhouse kitchen with an old pine table in the centre, and Aga and a Belfast sink. The kitchen is bright in the day and cosy in the evening, with a nice mix of warm and light colours. The bedrooms are light with original features. There is pleanty of storage space and it is always tidy, and I have a cleaner who comes twice a week. I love cooking in there and having people over!! I am so happy in that house. Ideally it would also look over the hills I grew up with and I will finally feel like I have come 'home'. I have always wanted to live in a nice house, a Cotswold stome house, that is bright and airy in the summer and cosy in the winter. I don't want a mansion or something of ridiculous proportions, I just want it to be homely and comfortable. I don't like renting, I want the freedom to do what I like to my home. I want to invite people over and feel proud, I want to get home form work and be so happy with my surroundings because they are exactly what I have created.

A bit like a combination of these, but with bigger windows, and detached, just one house on its own, with a neighbour a bit down the road! This is the stone I mean though, and the plants. There are more plants, climbing roses etc. It is really pretty. Maybe it's a converted barn:

4. I want my husband to leave work and start his own successful business. I will support him in that but leave the details to him. My husband deserves to be happy and to have the freedom to work for himself. He has lots of ideas and isn't as happy as he could be in his current place in life.

5. I want my children to be happy, healthy, kind, well adjusted, successful, wealthy, respectful, confident, satisfied and hard working (but not too hard!). I am so proud of them, always. I want them to live healthily, well into their 90s or beyond. Of course I want this. My children are the most precious things I have. I want only the best for them.

6. I want to have a long, happy and healthy marriage to my husband where we continue to grow together and to live the life we deserve and have dreamed of. I want us to grow closer with each passing year and to be grateful for all we have. There have been times where I have not appreciated my husband and I have not been grateful for our marriage. That was a long time ago, but I never want to be like that again. I feel we go from strength to strength and I want that to continue for a very long time. Until we are in our 90s at least!

7. I want to have a healthy and fit physique, size 12, where I feel confident about how I look and where I have plenty of energy to get through my exciting and busy days. I want to wear my size 12 clothes again - I have been saving them! And I want to be able to wear a dress without my legs rubbing together at the top...I was slim once and although I was very happy on my wedding day, the year I got married and the year preceding and the year following that I was very unhappy at work and with the house we lived in. I think maybe I associate being slim with that time, and I didn't like myself or my life then. I think I have had a mental block and have eaten too much of what I shouldn't almost to punish myself. I won't do that any more.

8. I want to see as much of the world as possible. I love new adventures, as long as they are safe and comfortable. There are lots of places I want to see, and I want to give my children an education about other cultures and ways of life, as well as seeing beautiful and exciting things.

9. I want to take the children to Disneyland Florida in 2018 and have a wonderful and safe time. I want to do this while the children are still young enough to enjoy the magic of it, but always remember it. I think it will be magical!

10. I want to have a successful business that I am proud of, that makes me a minimum of £2000 a week, and that helps other people. I imagine this is LeadingSMS but it could be something similar.

I want this because it is something I have high hopes for and have worked really hard towards. I think it will tick all my boxes and that it will take off and be successful and thrive.

My Intention Statements:

Right now, I choose to manifest £800,000. I accept this or something better. I am so happy and grateful now that I have it.

Right now, I choose to have a new/nearly new black BMW X5. I accept this or something better. I am so excited and grateful now that I have it.

Right now, I choose to have a beautiful house, like the one described above. I accept this or something better. I am so happy and proud and thankful to have it.

I choose, right now,  to support my husband in leaving work and setting up his own business now. I accept this or something better. I am so proud of him and so happy that he is happy.

I choose, right now, to have children who have all the above mentioned qualities. I choose this or something better. I am so very grateful and happy to have them and so proud of them and their achievements.

I choose, right now, to have a happy and fulfilling marriage to my husband. I accept this or something better. I am so happy and grateful to be in this marriage.

Right now, I choose to eat healthy and nutritious foods, and to exercise daily in my MM routine. I want to be fit and to be a size 10-12. I accept this or something better. I am so happy and grateful now that I have it.

I choose, right now, to travel the world and see at least 10 other countries. I accept this or something better. I am so happy and grateful to have this opportunity.

I choose, right now, to take the children to Disneyland Florida for 2 weeks  in 2018, I accept this or something better. I am so happy and thankful to have this experience with them.

I choose, right now, to earn a minimum of £2000 a week in my business with Kaukab, LeadingSMS. I accept this or something better. I am so grateful and proud and satisfied with what I/we have achieved.

Well, again I am tired now, so I will come back to this later and start a new post, where I transfer these intentions, desires and affirmations to my Miracle Morning routine.

I will be happy and grateful when all this background work is done and I just have the upkeep left...